Monday, August 12, 2002 / 10:29 p.m.

Moved. Cos I'm fickle.

Sunday, August 11, 2002 / 10:43 p.m.

lucky you. you were what every child should be.
carefree. optimistic. and happy.
what kind of child were you?
(brought you by april)

Sunday, August 11, 2002 / 07:51 p.m.

Mamamia. I'm toasted. Sentosa was kinda boring considering the fact that only part of the fruit gang turned up. I didn't bring any tanning clothes. I can't wear them anyway. See those cellulite? Yea, that's the reason why. Call me vain, call me crazy. Whatever. Anyhow, I didn't even tan. I was just trying to find a shady spot to sit down and pretend to be cool. Well, I got a burn somehow. I've got that healthy pink shade on my face. Well, at least for the day.

Headed to town and took uncountable pictures. Heh. I think I'm in love with myself. Self-obsession, you may call it. But I have this thing for taking pictures, at those machine booths. I go really ecstatic and stuff. These people who own these machine-booths-filled shops must be filthy rich I reckon.

Anyhow, we had this guilt-trip talk/conference/whateveryoucallit yesterday night and we all realised how much we need to study and make up for the times that we didn't. Sheesh. I did study a little today. Fell asleep though. See, I need someone to pin me down for some serious studying. Anyhow, I'm pretty sure Vernia (Pronounced as Vern-ny-uh. Ahahs.) has grown to hate birds. Especially birds near Somerset MRT station. On our way home, this bird dropping landed on Vern's forehead. OMG. Was really amused and we both started giggling like two airheads that went complete bonkus.

Alright, I'm running outta words.

Eeps. I'm off to Geekaucious Paradise again.

Saturday, August 10, 2002 / 08:48 a.m.

Sentosa. So Expensive Nothing TO See Also. Gee man. And to think I'll be heading there later with the mightymighty FRUIT GANG!

Oh yea, I'm really hungry. Rumblerumble, says my tummy.

After having a online diary for a relatively long time, I realised that its really quite stupid to spout all your daily incoherant shit online, publicly for anyone or even people you don't even know, to read what the fecks going on in your life. Anyway, nobody would be interested to know what did I eat, who was I with, where did I go and what happened. Sure I do spout all these nonsense every now and then. But it's only sensible to do so cos I don't have much to declare anyway. But I think I've been overdoing it. Maybe this diary idea isn't such a good one afterall. Shrugs my head off.

-Takes a deep breath- Whatever it is, I'm just going to keep this weblog the way it was. Constantly loaded with my daily events. Bah. Read it or leave it.

Friday, August 9, 2002 / 02:39 p.m.

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday
Girl(?) I'm so down
When your love's not a round
I miss you
I miss you like crazy

My eye can't stop twitching. Well, it has been twitching for the past few days. Its the left eye. Is it supposed to be good or bad? Shrugs.

Oh yea, the Hungry Ghost Festival is here. -Shudders- I'm scared. Hold me. I was super freaked out last night when I woke up in the middle of the night just to know that it's past 12 midnight. Robin made it sound even more scary by saying, "The hell gates are opening at 12midnight tonight." That sure helped alot.

Oh yea, Robin thrashed me at pool last night. But then again, I lost every game I played. Except to YELLOW BEAR (No names mentioned) :P
Oh yea, and Wei and her WING incident really cracked me up like hell.

Went out with Moomoocow yesterday. It was twinnie day. :) Took really cranky pictures. And had a never-ending game of billard. My twin's really funny.

Watched Goldmember with Pau Rob Liying Julia Liping. That show's darn good. Everyone should go catch it. -Thumbs up, including my toes- Anyhow, town was really happening yesterday. Almost the whole of Singapore was down. Wow.

Gee. My day yesterday was too long for me to elaborate. Shall just end my ravings here.

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls are closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumbling down
I can say it so clearly
but you're no where around

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking 'bout the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words wouldn't say just how
I feel a million years from now ya know
I'll be loving you still

Wednesday, August 7, 2002 / 07:53 p.m.

Jay Chou's cd constantly playing :) It gets things going.

Was such a loner, indulging in my Lady of the West book alone at Macs. I told ya, I'm a freak. I like being alone. Honest. Really wouldn't mind if I had to go shopping alone.

Pearlyn and Amanda (Phoon) created such a scene today. Talk about being embarrassed. GEE~ In the bus, the woman next to me turned around and screamed at Pearlyn, who was laughing hysterically to herself/Amanda, and told her to shut up. Wow. We really got majorly offended. Sheesh. I mean, did she leave her manners at home or something? Even if Pearlyn did create a din, she could have said it politely. Right? Augh. Singaporeans.. -Rolls eyeballs a trillion times-

Got my Adidas watch at last. -Beams from ear to ear- Played pool with Julian Kev and other VS-ers (?). Sorta win, sorta didn't. On Friday, I'm determined to trash Rob hands down, since she might be the only one I can beat. -Shrugs- Hope she isn't reading this.

Don't feel like going to school tomorrow. Such a dread. What's up with Miss Choo? RRRR.

Wednesday, August 7, 2002 / 11:55 a.m.

This is freaky. stayed back all the way till now just to complete assignments. I'm so geeky at times, it scares me. Oh well, obviously I'm alone in class right now. Just remembered that I have not taken any food since breakfast.

The run was horrendous. Shan't talk about it. I managed to survive anyway. And in case you were wondering, yes, indeed I passed.

Took the first dose of anitibiotics yesterday night. Well, my sister shoved it into my mouth. Oh God, they could have just prescribed me turpentine or something. It would have been so much better than having those pink substances in my organs. Eeps. And I have to take it twice a day from now onwards. Gee man.

Oh yea, had better find some entertainment. Come to think about it, I think the whole world's down town right at this very moment. Depressing thought: I'm still stuck in school.

Oh yea, this just simply means that I should get my butt moving outta here.

Tuesday, August 6, 2002 / 08:07 p.m.

( Acid Raine )

Was on the bus on the way home. Shucks, when I got on, I started looking for the 'seat belt' which obviously didn't exist. I guess that's what you get when you cab too much.

NAPFA's coming up tomorrow. If I ever do survive, then lucky me. If I don't, please tell my hamster that I'm sorry I didn't take good care of it.

Julian's gonna bring me for a game of pool tomorrow! -Jumps for joy- (Speaks in that tone) Muhh nigga bradda's always high on weed. That's why I love him. Heh.

I really do not want a melody-writing remedial from Miss Oh CC. It's a miracle she got married. Heard that Mr Geraldine Wong is getting married too.
There can be miracles
When you believe...

I'm such a mean arse. I ought to be struck by lightning. But then again, I don't intend to get married. So hell man. Long live sarcasm :) !

Am missing the fruit gang already. Blah.

Monday, August 5, 2002 / 11:24 p.m.

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

I would, shut my gap and just sit down and listen to whatever's worth listening to. I mean, DUH!

Monday, August 5, 2002 / 11:16 p.m.

Which character from Lilo & Stitch are you?

What dessert are you?

Monday, August 5, 2002 / 07:15 p.m.


Monday, August 5, 2002 / 05:55 p.m.

I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show
If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to sea
I don't wanna be s t r a n d e d

How come all blog entries stopped sprouting? Used to be unable to catch up with the never-ending daily lives events of significants in my life. They've ceased.

Oh wait, if your blog has ceased to produce any new entries, that does not necessarily mean that you're a significant to me.

Monday blues never seem too good. Craving for another game of pool. Gee, my addiction is coming back. Guess I can only put up with online pool.

I'm having a terrible outbreak! I even have a spot on the tip of my nose. Oh, so now I look like Rudolph. Grr. Was at National Skin Centre earlier. It has been a long time since I last visited that place. Oh dear, I have a cyst! That 'tumour' (Or so I call it), that plopped itself conveniently on the MOST conspicuous location on my face, is a cyst. I had the most embarassing moment in my life when I had to argue with my mom over why I should take the liquid medication instead of pills in front of the doctor. I'm pillophobia. Yea, I made that word up. Its a phobia of pills. You see, I choke on them. The last time I took one, it got stuck in my throat. I puked. Thus, resulting in the legend of the girl who would rather shave her hair bald than to swallow a damn pathetic pill. Yeayea, call me a loser. Whatever.

Realised that I have a really bad habit of snipping off the ends of my hair whenever I'm caught handling with a scissors. So if you ever wondered why I have such weird-looking hair, you'll figure out why. Gee, there are 2 scissors staring right back at me. I'm really tempted.

Let's just distract myself from that twisted thought in my head.

Sunday, August 4, 2002 / 10:03 p.m.

You could be my someone
You can be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Sunday, August 4, 2002 / 09:40 p.m.

Went round IKEA today. The main motive? You've got it. Food. We ordered soooo much food, we couldn't make enough space in our yummyrummytummies to fill them in. It's a pity I don't have the talent of burping. Was pretty sure that if I could, I'd probably make a lasting, long and disgusting-sounding one. Gee~
Bought a pink pillow, and two candles for my classmates, Zhi and Gek. :) For your information, IKEA's having their annual sale. Wanna get anything cheap? Head for IKEA.

Gosh, I sound like an IKEA advertisement.

Oh yea, slacked around at Queensway Shopping Centre for quite a while. Headed to this place above Tanjong Pagar Sports Complex for pool. I won ROBIN TAN. :) 2-1 Lost to Junia and Colin. Was super tyco today.

Conclusion of the day: Apple is a really sweet girl. Love her to bits.

Oh yea, got that monkey top I've been eye-ing. Triple cheers.

Friday, August 2, 2002 / 11:50 p.m.

Had a really loooong day. Realised that I always fall asleep during R&J lessons. What Capulet, what Montague. Sounds like biology terms to me anyway.

I'm finally done and over with those clean-up sessions at the convent. It gets really boring and disgusting when all you get are lizard droppings to clear up or cleaning ever-dusty window grills. Makes my tummy churn and get queasy and all.

Went down to town. There were trillions of people. Oompahloompahh. And not forgetting to mention the eyecandies to oogle at. There's this pink monkey top from DCP and I really want to get it. It's ooper adorable.

Sheesh, SyNerGiSe duty tomorrow. Sad case.

Thursday, August 1, 2002 / 07:32 p.m.

I love rainy days and Rainy Days :) Get the pun?

And I love that Lian Ren Wei Man song. Pretty much got influenced by Va, Claud and Char. Those sillywillies :)

I wanna study. Really! Just can't get started.

I miss cheer pracs. I miss having to practise the same ol' sets repeatedly, trying very hard to perfect that flaw. I miss having those sillywilly butches posing around like mannequins. I miss having to travel all the way to Vera's house or even Eva's house for cheer pracs. I miss those poker cards we get to play during the breaks. I miss Shimmerists' laughter. I miss getting excited over small insignificant details like collecting costumes, buying new shoes, getting our hair done up or even that sleepover at Wei's. And these all happened within two weeks. But most of all, I miss having spent so much time and had so much fun with the Shimmerists.


And I kiss the clouds on a rainy day
And smile for you when ya skies are gray
Hey cos I'mma tear drop away from cryin
And few shots away from dyin
Dear Lord, would you shower my pain
Let it rain, let it rain on me
While I cherish the air I breathe
I'm an angel, that can't soar, can't fly
And I imagine the Lord knows why

Thursday, August 1, 2002 / 12:18 p.m.

Everything's gone to the archives.

Didn't go to school today cos I thought I would stay home and study for tomorrow's Geography test THAT'S FREAKING 40 PAGES LONG!! Eeps.

Thankfully, there's a chinese test today and I managed to skip it. There are 100 idioms to learn and I forgot to bring home that lil green book home to study. ~Fish and chips~

Went to IKEA with my parents and my bro's planning to get his room designed EXACTLY THE WAY I WANTED MINE TO BE. He's such a major fishhead but obviously my sis and I have much better taste and brains than him, to get our room to look much more sophisticated and WAYYY nicer than his. Bloody fishhead. -sticks tongue out- Brothers... -rolls eyes-

Oh yea, had that meatball thing at IKEA yesterday. Yummytumtums. Got scolded for having to wear my Quiksilver berms cos it looked like it was going to fall off my ass anytime. In case they did not know, that's a hipster and my ass is hee-uge. :) It keeps the berms from falling off.

Shall finish up part of my geography chapter. It's killing me.

Did I mention that I'm in love with Jay Chow's latest album's second track. Ooh bananas~ And I think Elton John's Your Song MTV is really sweet. Those kids running around half-naked are ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE. Awh~

Yo momma's so fat, when she walked past the teevee, I missed 2 series of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
quote.unquote Paean.